i never want to be
the one who tells you awful things
everything that's happening
i'd rather keep it all to me
you tell me you miss me
i tell you so do i
but i have gone missing
and i do not know why
i'm not feeling grateful
that i am the only constant in my life
but my friend told me that there is nature
before and after
maybe i should change my perspective
but i've been changing perspectives, since i was a kid
and i'm tired of it, to be honest
and i'm at the peak of my growing up phases
and i'm tired of it to be honest
would it be better to fast forward to me in an office
in some suits that i'll hate but i'll take over dresses
could i fast forward to my own apartment
i'm tired of sitting in the room
can i get out of my head for a bit
can i move to a place where they take suits over dresses
can i have friends that suit me, i want community
can i make an exception for those i have already?
i don't think we see the world the same
you love your life and see it like a gift
and you love every day and you're grateful for it
i see my time like it's something to waste
it's just something that i want to get out the way
credits
from RELEASE ART!,
released May 17, 2021
thanks to caving inn and dylan murawski for backup vocals <3
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